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Who am I?

Sigh...A long walk away from suburbs and obviously in the night, I don't like much noise throughout the day. As the sun hides slowly below the silver line which is called as a sign of hope that he will come back again and life goes on sounds positive eh?


I was picking up my pace towards somewhere from somewhere honestly I didn't know I was going, I was pretending that walking on lone unpaved roads less traveled and journey to find myself felt like a protagonist making effort to get back weeping all gone, honestly, I wasn't even thinking like that may be once Ha Ha ... But there was no reason to go somewhere or not even a wish it was just a thought and I was on it, moody things! It makes you do things as per your nonscripted mind!


And just after few meters, I started thinking, now that's where it started. So many questions, thoughts, and memories crossed mind like a black cat, as no one was there to watch I started talking loudly and this is not a mental problem it's just two intelligent people talking about there own life😂. After a little discussion between me and my conscious mind stupidly took halts to fight for why did you do that and stubborn me replied with I just do things and he got angry with that and as we were doing this nonsense we just passed a few meters only. After getting angry conscious left. What a moron he was to fight with choices why can't he leave me alone to live my life.

And as he was gone I continued few meters thoughts came asking me, Who I'm I? Everything stopped for a while and became still.

Is that question easy to answer for you? Maybe Yes! If you know yourself honestly. If not then try answering till then I will continue walking.

I was searching for an answer so hard that every moment projected in front of me till now. I was not finding any moment that defined me. The night was getting darker and nothing was helping me to answer this question. Suddenly a car just missed hitting me and the driver left yelling loudly. And with shock, I crossed the road as I turned back there was me standing there pointing at me. I looked back again to whether I was pointing at a different thing... There was no one. I asked who are you pointing at? He replied, obviously you idiot!. Destiny, she was kind to you for a moment and he left saying thing Nobody and nothing.


Was that the answer?

Well, the answer was hidden there!

Who am I? I'm nobody but I could be anything!

Nobody, but if you are willing to find yourself you can become ANYBODY and ANYTHING! as I got the answer I was standing at the entrance of somewhere, which was 20km long from my somewhere. What an idiot who came so long to just find this little answer.


But you know what that simple answer was enough because when you are alone, you are independent at some point. As I started the trail I was nobody and in the middle of a walk, I found Somebody who is going back again haha to enjoy a long walk!

There is relief about not having to worry about anything or someone else’s pace. And on this trail, I met myself. When you need something to believe in starting from your own. The path of the journey to find yourself is fraught with consequences, let it be. We have our journeys to make

If you want something to believe in that is you. Go towards the silver line and walk sometime alone to find yourself become somebody. Get on a lonely walk someday and observe the world around you. Find your answers!


Who am I? I could be anyone!


A Real Incident with a Little Mirchi Masala!


Remember no one can walk out on his own story.
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